Friday, November 24, 2006

phew!

finally got time to update my blog liao.the past few days were really busy and tired,especially yesterday first day at work.so exhausting.yet after work need rush home to change for the prom night.prom nite was quite glamarous.most of my classmates dressed up and boy, dont they look magnificent! my eyes was treated to a feast.haha.didnt really eat alot cos i was busy looking at girls.haha.and one girl particularly left an impression on me. oh my! she's so gorgeous.her smile,the spark in her eyes,her body...alas she went home early.if not i would have asked her for her number. never mind, i got back-up plan.don worry.wait for the good news!

tuesday i went for e bbq-cum-gathering organised by my class people at my form teacher house.haha..sneaked into e gym and trained a while before hunger steam-rolled my instincts and i proceeded to finish 2 plates of bee-hoon.lucky never kena food-poisoning. in e end, it was quite emotional as we begin our different journeys in life.the past 2 years have given mi alot of memories, whether happy or sad,forgettable or unforgettable. it was indeed a part of my life i would never ever forget.the times where i chased after girls,the time i got detention,the times when each and every of my classmates cheered for one another during the interclass games.the scene of me and my frens having recess,the many times that i used handphone in class,the many times i fell aslept in class.

the o level period is finally over. i can say a new beginning has taken place. i never studied so hard before during my o levels period.serious.tat was memorable too.e times i persisted when i felt like giving up,e times i told myself to to work hard.all i can say is those are happy memories.

these few days a lot of things have been running through my mind.i really thought through plenty of issues.firstly, my heartfelt apology to e someone whom i scolded 'srcam off' on monday night.im sorry and i beg for you forgiveness.

secondly, those few days during my work, i felt i have changed as a person, for the better. i began to realise somethings that i have done in the past, i was too insensitive and impulsive. many times i was impulsive and luckily for me, im still in a piece. i began to realise e better side of the human face. i began to realise that even though sometimes many people nag at you and u find them naggy, they have your interests at heart.they nag at u because they care for u. i must start to treasure those people. these people are those who care and would like to see u become a better person.understand them to understand yourself better.

at work,i met some really nice fellas who helped mi thru my difficult first few days.the help they offer to u really came from thier heart. i really felt the warmth they gave.it was something that i realised it was there all the time but we failed to treasure it. i learnt a lesson: winning does not make u happy,neither will losing make you sad.

we must not take everything we have now for granted, cos it will not be there forever. treat everyone the best way u possibly can, cos it is a gift from God to us.im glad a realised all these things in my work, im fortunate im led to e correct way.thank god for it.