I am stuck in an emotional wasteland, but the escapism seemed important to me. I used to ask myself 'Who am I?' A feeling of being misunderstood niggled away at me, but I had no way of communicating that troubled part of me to anyone. Never before had the numbing effect been so needed as i wallowed in my misery.I felt as if my life was over. Depressed, confused and crying all the time, I sank into it more and more. I know I'm no hero . I have lost much of what I hold dear. I guess I deserve it. But I hope one day I can win it back. All I really want is to be happy and try to help those I love find happiness.
Player of 2006:
David Beckham
Forward of 2006:
Wayne Rooney